Last week I told a guy friend of mine at work that it would be better that we didn't talk so I can get over my crush on him since he's in a long-distance relationship with another girl, as a matter of fact, she's in the Philippines and he's here in the US. Before this happened, we joked around about hooking up, but then I felt bad and hurt about us joking about it. I told him that i really wanted to do it since I like him,
but he has a gf and that it wouldn't be wise if we did it. Anyway, I got angry with him since he didn't respond back to me after I texted him Happy New Year's and I ended up sending him another text calling him a "dog" and that I didn't want to have anything to do with him, then later I apologized via text. Then the next day, I wrote him a letter telling him how I felt hurt about us joking around, and the fact we just treat each other as professionals. He's ignoring me, no hello, excuse me, thank you, nada. The thing is I still have feelings for him.